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Wed, Aug. 27th, 2003, 08:38 am
For Everyone's INFORmation...

I haven't killed myself. I haven't been "wacking off" to pictures of ANYONE. I DID however have to get my stomach pumped this morning because I accidentally took too many of my sleeping pills. And yes it was an accident... One didn't work so I took another, that one didn't work so I took yet another... and so forth until the whole bottle was gone.

However, mom managed to get into my room while I was still somewhat conscious and called 911. So, here I am, home in my room after getting my stomach pumped, surrounded by things to remind me of Yuka her.


I don't see why mom bothered... No one wants me around anyways so it's not like they would have missed me if I had fallen to sleep.


Wed, Aug. 27th, 2003 01:45 pm (UTC)
honda_yuka: あなたの単語はペーパー切口の極小のように刺す

I am sorry I have been so cruel to you that you have to refer to me only as her.

But I am glad you are alive. Did they also make you swallow down charcoal? Charcoal is very bitter-tasting.

Wed, Aug. 27th, 2003 02:40 pm (UTC)
yoko_ono_lennon: Re: あなたの単語はペーパー切口の極小のように刺す

I referring to you as "her" because saying your name gave me a dull pain deep inside. -hopeful gaze- Does this mean you've accepted my heart felt apology?

And yes, they did make me swallow charcoal :-/ . It wasn't a pleasant feeling I assure you. It was very bitter and tasted like I had put a handful of chalk in my mouth at the same time. But it's bitterness was nothing compared to the feelings of hallow emptiness I have been feeling without you in my arms...


Wed, Aug. 27th, 2003 02:08 pm (UTC)

I would've missed you!

omg wtf dunt b sad b happy k.

After all, bubbles are round so that you can bite them!