I cannot understand why my son is so angry and saying such negative things of people. His comment of about Jane was very uncalled for. If this young man is what I have to look forward to in my future, I do not think I want to meet John in 1966 just so to spare the world one less negative person. I try so hard to be a positive type of person but it is getting hard with Sean walking around glaring at me. He has been unhappy with me since I recieved some flowers the other day, shortly after our return from the meditational retreat. I was happy to have gotten them because they were very beautiful flowers, there was even one that much reminded me of Jane's vivid hair color.
So, Jane, I do apologize for any harsh words that were spoken of you by Sean. Perhaps he will soon settle his "nerves" down and become the nice young man he is supposed to be and all will hopefully be able to be mended.
Though I do think perhaps, part of his problem is myself. He often gives me slightly dissatisfied looks since my arrival here in the future. Perhaps he is longing for me to be more like the mother I was to him here in the future. -sigh- but alas, I am but a younger version of this woman he held so dear and her passing was inadvertantly my fault. So I think I can understand why he is so displeased with me.